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suffer day =[

in this week v r geting hard to have training 4 our cheer competition ...
today is the num 4 days v had training hard...
wai yee dint attend... such a bad news...
my most close frend dint attend ...i have many things need her beside me to support me...
i was very tired 4 today training...maybe is becus had not enuf sleep...
i was try to be awake...but when i was standing als cn straight away close my eyes n fall in sleep...
at last my coach was ask us to try the quite a diffical toss skill ...
my flyer BOBO was trying hard to do the perfect 1...
but it is hard...
me n alice my partner was keep on crash from BOBO...n she stand on our hand 4 whole day dy...our hand was hurt by BOBO shoes...n she hit alice face many time dy...
i noe tht is very hard for BOBO to get those feeling when tossing...i was okay for tht pain...
after tht our coach keep on changing way to toss BOBO...
suddenly wanna change the way v toss...is very hard to get the feeling loh...
then BOBO keep on complaint on me ....
after tht v try to do with the music on...i was quite a scare n nervous on tht ...i scare i cnt toss it nicely n catch it proberly...in my mind i just onli cn tell myself "u cn do it! dun be scare on it! just do wat u should do!
after a few time most of the time v get many problem on timing n counting...n i cnt even feel to catch BOBO leg up straight...then after v faild on tht time ...they all eyes was stare on me...
like wat als my fault...i ald try my best dy...dun give me those kinds of emotion kay???
just like keep on throwing stress for me...im your team mate kay~ u dun even giv me a supporting words n keep on give those bad emotion on me ...
at tht time reali feel like i have no hope in tht team...i was the 1 who spoil all things...like all my fault...dun hurt me lah kay?
anyway... i wont gve up ...i als noe tht they onli wan me to do my best in there...i will done it all wat should i do...just pls u all to dun hurt me any more...

posted by VIKKI the Flirt-Holic @ 6:22 AM